big bro,xxx

hello well neil i have to say they are now in and settled as im sure you well know,it was hard but had to be done,liz,me and the kids are goin away soon will not be the same without you,i love and miss you with all my heart i wish you was here with us all its unbearale,one day we will meet again until then keep shinin and sleep well forever in my thoughts,loe you.xx

big bro xx

now then things av bin a bit hectic for the last week liz as her house and we av all bin busy decorating and gettin it sorted,omg i dont even want to think about friday its gunna be so sad,but where eva they go i no you are watchin,i love and miss you endlessley sleep well bro,and keep on shinin.xxx

big bro.xx

hey big fella things are movin now for liz and andrew and the rest of us but its for the best i will look after them you know that ive been to ur house more these last few wks than since you left us..i need to feel close to you,but when they move you will never be forgotten cause your in our heart and minds every second,me and liz sat yesterday and ad a good old cry you know how it is,but hey ho sleep tite lv you always and foreva.xxx

big bro.xx

neil i need you now more than anything i know you would be able to make it all alright you was good at that,just 1 more chat 1 more cuddle i miss you and love you more than life itself,please look after me and help me through this..sleep tite bro,i will love you forever.xxxx

big bro

now then what can i say i cant get to grips of life without you,are andrew is doin well hes learning to drive bless him,i drove past your house and the sold sign has gone up,it broke my heart u loved ur home and took great pride in it,but its for the best for liz and andrew,you keep on shining and look after all up there and down here too,miss you more than ever,sleep well.xXx

big bro.xXx

now then you will be gettin some visitors shortley good old peter cleary and ask im when he gets there what he was playing at and uncle terry too i cant believe it although are julie says he was quiet ill,but you take take of them up there and mi dad and are barry and watch ova the ones that love you down here,sleep well darling I LOVE YOU.xXx

big bro.xx

well i should be celebrating today the big 40 and all that but im still finding it hard you left us when you was 40 so it dont seem rite,i know you would have made a big joke out of today,and as a result of that my eyes are like little water fountains,i love and miss you more than only you could ever know,sleep tite and keep us safe rap those wings of yours around us,your forever loving sister sue.xXx

big bro.xxx

now then neil im just sat pondering on life and all that comes to mind is f*** em thats what you always said,i hope you are sleepin well i miss you more today than yesterday and lewis has your helmet and watch liz gave him them,he was so chuffed although i have to say i did cry when i held your watch the next one with the brown leather strap,you were so smart all the time even in your rags i am so proud to call you my brother,well angel sleep tite and give all ours a big hug up there from me,miss you and love you.xXx

big bro

hiya big fella thinkin of you all the time and wondering what you would make of it all..rest peacefully and tell those angels to give you a hug from me,love and miss you with all my heart..sleep tite.xXx

uncle neil

hi uncle neil its jack,my mummy has told me now where you have gone and i want the angels to look after you ,when will you come and see me love from jackxxxx(these are jacks own words)he misses you soooooooooo much and he dosnt really understand but we talk about you everyday,we go past your house every day and jack asks can we go to uncle neils and play with the kitchen..do you remember when he used to make you a cuppa and something to eat...love and miss you always.xxxxsleep well.x